I looked at him in amazement and laughed in disbelief.I’d known him for a decade and we’d been together for several months in a serious relationship — I had fallen in love with him.
“Many undercover officers find this dual betrayal a difficult road to walk, adding to the stressors already inherent in undercover But beyond this paper, researchers’ knowledge of spy psychology — both what makes someone suited to the job in the first place and what the long-term effects of being a spy are — is fairly limited.
That’s partly because it’s such a hard thing to study.
My usually cool and confident beau shuffled in his seat and looked awkward.
Taking my hand, in hushed tones he explained that he worked for MI5.
And those closest to me were always my girlfriends.
They always thought I was cheating on them or in the mafia or selling drugs or something illicit.Which they would constantly point out but I just had to suck it up and deal with it.I talk about in my book how my girlfriend once found my Agency badge in my sock drawer (cool secret hiding spot huh? He was often late for our dates, or cancelled altogether.He was constantly apologising for having to take calls, or for failing to show up with no good explanation.p .main-container #login input[type=text], .main-container #login input[type=password] .main-container #login input[type=text] .main-container #login input[type=password] .main-container #login div .main-container .remember-forgot .main-container .main-container .main-container #login div label .main-container button .main-container #social .main-container #social span .main-container #social span.facebook .main-container #social span.google .main-container #social span.twitter .main-container #social span.yahoo .main-container .main-container .